One point of time in life I wasn’t always depressed, I sit here and I think how things got this way but until this day I still don’t understand . It’s like now I don’t see the point of living anymore… To wake up and do the same stuff everyday, see the same people and places . It’s tiring ! And th e one time everything made sense was when I was with him… My savior, he made me so happy but now he’s gone ???? got stabbed to death. It’s like now will I ever feel the same? When I had him here I […]
What is life
I can’t control my feelings, I can’t control how worthless I think I am. I am surrounded by happy people living life and there’s me sitting in the corner drowning my sorrows. I feel useless, I can’t do anything. My so called friends don’t give a damn what I feel, my parents only care about their work and have no time to spend time or care about me. I don’t know what’s the point of living anymore, what’s the point of living if no one likes you the way you. I mean, life is meaningless, it’s a test whether you can survive or not. I can’t do […]
It’s obvious I’m not okay. For gods sake I’m a twelve year old suicidal. So why do I stay alive? I’m young, I’ve made nothing for myself yet. Who would even care? I get bullied for wearing glasses. Pushed for looking different. So I dont care. One day I will do it. Probably some day soon.
Life is death, death is life, there’s no life without death. Life is useless, life is worthless, life is not needed, at least not for me, life is a beautiful promess that can’t no be keep, life is a fairytale, life fed us up with bullshit, life makes us work our ass off for what, maybe something but at one point what will happen it will all go away, life tels you that itself is beautiful, but deep inside life is so ugly, life won’t last, all those things you’ve work for won’t last you won’t last and what will happen nothing, you’ll just go […]
What am I? Nihilist
What do I believe in? Nothing
What do I do? Nothing
What is life? Nothing at all
Where am I going? Nihil (Nowhere, nothing)
Is there any inherent meaning in life? No
Should I make a meaning for my life? Nah
Why not? No reasons to make reasons
People looking for the meaning of life are … Naive
Morality? Nope, thanks, that’s a lie
What is right? Nothing
What is wrong? Nothing