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what’s the point
I know nobody here reads my stuff but i still write hoping it helps my thought process. I told him everything sat night and of course he didnt take me seriously. I even had the gun cocked and ready and he just ignored me then took the gun when i had laid it down because i was crying. The next day he put it back where i had it like nothing happened. Why doesnt anyone take me seriously? Or am i that much of a failure that i really wont succeed in taking my own life either and its that obvious i suck at everything […]
I have recently been wondering if I should just end it. I’m only 18 and I lost a child my girl broke up with me because she cheated on me and decided I am not good enough for her. My family no longer speaks with me because I’m 18 and I almost had a child, then my child was aborted by his would be mother and no one in my family nor will my ex even talk to me anymore. I lay here in my apartment all alone, I wonder if should go get my gun out of the closet it just seems so tempting. […]
life is pretty awful right now.. I am honestly hopefully it eventually picks up, but it straight up sucks right now.. I’m not a good person and life is falling a part.. Considering the pointlessness of human existance in general, whats the point?
well its been up and down since i joined this site ,i shared my story , how i was raped , and used , hell im still used by so many of those close to me and it hurts but i lets them cause im hurting myself in the long run.When i joined this site , i had never hurt myself , never tried killing myself , i had only had thoughts about it , i was 14 when i joined up , im now 15 ,16 in 4 months ive tried killing myself twice , and cut myself a few times , ive also […]
I try so hard..
But it’s never enough.
Nothing is ever enough. Not for him, not for her, for them, for me..
With each day that passes I feel like I am slipping away more and more. I just want to be happy.
You know it’s funny, I once got a fortune cookie and it told me
“If you want the rainbow, you must tolerate the rain.”
But now I can’t help but wonder. How long will it keep raining, you know?
1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5.. 6.. 7 gone.
Suicides, murders, overdose, AIDS.
It’s not fair, why them?
Then dad was never […]