I haven’t had one of these ‘episodes’ in a while. I woke up crying, and haven’t stopped all day. Now it’s 6PM and I realise I have been crying in bed all day. I haven’t eaten anything.
Why do I have to keep suffering? Why can’t I just be healthy and happy like everyone else. Why do I have to go through this…
I want it to stop, but I don’t even think cutting would make me feel better… I just want to fall asleep and never wake up…