I was born into this world because they wanted me.
They dont need me anymore.
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Worthless Life
I’m gay. I know you wouldnt approve. I’m sick of living this worthless life. I’m proud to have a girlfriend, but I’m sick of hiding it. I dont feel like anybody gives a fuck. Ever. This girl. Is done. So goodbye nothing. I love you Kim.
i dont know why im so useless. Im 14 years old and i get akward around people, can barely hold a conversation and cant seen to get along with my family very much at all. Im frustrated in everything! I dont know if theres a god or not, i want a future, but i cant deal with life anymore. Please i cant live with myself. Me and my mom just got into a huge fight, and i feel like a complete waste. I cursed her out and everything. I want to end my worthless life but im scared. What if there is a hell? I […]
I got out of bed earlier, made and poured myself a hot cup of tea.
As I stirred my tea gently and slowly, my mind began to percieve it as a pattern..sort of a beat.
Swoosh..swoosh..swoosh..swoosh..
Words began to play like a song in my head..in a really soft high-pitched voice
Sharp knives and blood
Like sugar and tea
Sweetly come together to comfort me
End the suffering now
turn out the lights
Death is not so bad
Take your life
Take your life
Take your life
Take your worthless life
This was replayed twice until I was jolted out of the lullaby by the sound my phone […]
I’m sick and tired of putting on an act every day of my worthless life.. to my friends and family I am just a happy 20 year old guy.. inside im fucking dying, i can’t find any good in this world no matter how hard I try and I certainly wouldn’t dare express my opinions of this messed up world to my friends or family, as it would be alien.
Im living a lie and cheat myself time and time again, have fuck all motivation….I feel a hatred that nobody knows I feel… everything and everyone seems to get on my nerves. I want to leave […]