I think I’m going to be posting here daily. It’s better than writing a diary. Those things are worthless.
writing
Hi Guys,
Impeccably tired and I do not feel like writing at all what so ever so..
How are you?
Au Demain
PS: I am doing… *shrugs*
What do I like? I love to daydream. Vanish into another world that only I know about. Escape from the struggles of reality and breathe easy knowing that nothing is wrong anymore. Everything is OK. I can picture a paradise, and fall deep into the unexplored realm of imagination. I can be separated form those I need no company from, and become closer with the people I want to love. The test tomorrow would disappear, and in it’s place would be adventure and a different life. A different life. An unattainable postulation, but a desirable one. A daydream can transport you away from stress and […]
in order to overcome it you have to have hope that you can. On an unrelated,and quite weird note, sometimes i think about something and then i think about thinking about that something and my brain gives up. for instance i’m thinking about writing this while thinking about the other times when i thought too much and made my brain hurt. Ridiculous.
Why bother in the world of inequality, where billionaires have everything and the masses are destitute. Why work, why slave over, why even participate in the game of social mores and maniacal head hunts. Maniacal CV and Resume sending. This is not the way life is supposed to be. Spend all your money on pleasure, and then let someone else play it. Fuck all the GDP statistics and the deranged global money-changers.
It’s been a tough few months for me lately.
Some days i hide it well, others, not so much.
Some days I am sat on my own in my bedroom and I feel so low I have no idea where to go or what to do.
I consider whether my next breath is worth taking dozens of times a day.
Some nights i go to sleep and admit to myself that not waking up; well it wouldn’t be so bad.
Sometimes i will try to talk family or friends but they are always seeming so happy that I don’t want to spoil their day so I […]
I need help, guys. Â This isn’t exactly about me though. I just have this assignment, I have to write a short story.
And I just wanted your guys’ input on it.
There was a single wobbly wooden chair, a small table, and a dim lamp in the living room of young Derek Soma’s apartment. He sat on the chair every night, reflecting on the day that had just passed, smoking the last cigarette he had each day due to his a-pack-a-day smoking habit.
Derek lived in the poorest part of town called the Tenderloin. San Francisco was a big city, many said it was the perfect mix of […]
She sits in her room
And writes out her sorrows
Getting it on paper
She can face tomorrow
A razor in hand
She slices through her pain
Destroying her own body
Trying to forget her shame
Looking in the mirror
She despises what she sees
The words pop in her head
“Pale, awkward, fat, ugly”
She stumbles through the day
Tells everyone she’s fine
She tries to force a smile
So they’ll all believe her lie
She chooses to be on her own
Loner is her middle name
Because people ask questions
Too complicated to explain
She lies awake at night
Afraid to shut her eyes
Scared of what she […]
There’s this monster, who looks like us. walks like us. And speaks like us.
tho they’re only out there for one reason.
to break your heart.
That’s what we’re told anyways.
and well. i guess you could say I’ve seen this monster.
and yes, he broke my heart, though he did it without knowing he would.
See, he fell for me. and i fell for him. but that’s when the pain starts. its just so small you cant feel it.
He told me things, like how happy he’d be to grow old with me. Which made me fall for him even more.
But one day, his feelings […]
Whoever is reading this im grateful you found this, im here for you, ears, eyes, typing etc… Whatever you need help with.
http://expressyourthoughtslove.blogspot.co.uk/
I new here but I’d love to help anyone out there, if anyone needs an ear, I’ve create a blog on blogger, if people want to speak about anything from their favourite song or a new love to the love of food. I wanted to create a place for people to express what they want said.
Love, family, school, work, exams, stress, life, emotions, yourself, feelings, issues … i know it all, im here if you need anything,
I struggle myself. I fall. I try my utter hardest survive, because […]
Since I keep coming back here, I have to throw in my cent and half. I’ve noticed a couple of things, before I go into my horrible depths of self-pity… First, I thought I was the only one who wrote with proper grammar. Gosh, does it sound horrible that I would notice such a thing when I’m low enough to even be on this website? But honestly, I’ve barely known what people were talking about when I’ve read other forums on random things. Please, any grammar dorks on here, go to yahoo! answers with a red pen and you’ll come back satisfied. But I can understand […]
No one is going to read this. I don’t know why I came back here to this website. I figured I never would after I found it the first time, but here I go again… This is exactly like when I found out I was pregnant, to a T; I was going to end my life, but then, an opportunity presented itself. I saw what might be a reason to live. Judging by before, assuming that the past paints a pretty good portrait of the future, I’ll be worse off than before. If I had gone through with everything before, I wouldn’t be hurting this way […]