I WISH I HAD CONTROL!!
I never remember it.. Ever…
I WISH I HAD CONTROL…
I wish I hadn’t done it but I have..
I WANT CONTROL!!
I Â know I shouldn’t.. That it’s bad….
I WANT CONTROL…
I don’t think I can stop.. Never…
I ‘M LOST AND LONELY!!
I’m all alone in this dark abyss..
I’M LOST AND LONELY…
My Escape, Â for I have no other Wish…
When I do it, it’s sweet and painful..
The only pain left for me that I feel.
One of the few […]
I cant bear this pain…. My ex won’t stop hurting me.. He just won’t stop.. I want to cut but instead… I scratch…
I officially wanna die. I mean it. I hate my life and I hate living. I wish I could get that loaded gun from my ex somehow.. I wish I could get my razors back from my other ex. I wish I could die. My life sucks. I posted my suicide story on youtube for those who want to see its (My Story- Suicide Morgan Davis)… I don’t even know if it’ll show up.. But if it does then watch if you feel like it.. I was almost in tears last night… And I can’t even cry I’ve cried so much. I’m ready to face […]
I went to church and it was fun… But hard  for me… I guess it was okay and idk if i should go again.. I want to but I don’t and I’m scared that people will find out about all the crap that happened recently and I feel really bad but at the same time, I don’t care about them but they really are nice people and all so I’d feel really terrible when\if they decided to lecture me… HELP!! SHOULD I STAY OR SHOULD I GO!?! I wish the pain  of  the past would go away already!!
My life just keeps going farther and farther downhill and I can’t seem to find any peace from the despairs of everything around me. Recently, I had tried to commit suicide.. And I told someone I had taken 17 pills, and gone to the hospital because I wanted to live for one person- my ex who I still loved. I still love him.. Now, he says he cares but it’s hard to believe he does and I just want to try again.. I’m tired of this world but I’m scared it won’t work again and I’ll still have to live in secrets of […]
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