I WISH I HAD CONTROL!!
I never remember it.. Ever…
I WISH I HAD CONTROL…
I wish I hadn’t done it but I have..
I WANT CONTROL!!
I Â know I shouldn’t.. That it’s bad….
I WANT CONTROL…
I don’t think I can stop.. Never…
I ‘M LOST AND LONELY!!
I’m all alone in this dark abyss..
I’M LOST AND LONELY…
My Escape, Â for I have no other Wish…
When I do it, it’s sweet and painful..
The only pain left for me that I feel.
One of the few emotions I really feel…
I’m alone and lost.. Out of control..
Save me now.. Or I’ll lose my soul…
Please dont post images of blood, some people may be a bit queasy
6 comments
We all wan’t control :/
Kool poem though!!…
you are very talented Brooklyn.
Control is hard, but it is all we can strive for. Control may mean doing things that others may not like or approve of. Control means being true to your self……even if it’s difficult.
It’s so hard to though.. I feel so alone.. So stupid.. So unwanted so much of the time that I give up on myself..
Can you tell me about something in your life that makes you happy?
Ummm.. Well.. Only two things really make me happy… Cutting… And my ex boyfriend