It’s hard for me to BE here…It’s hard to BE a person. I’ve been sad, hurting and lonely for so long, it’s changed me…… Forever. I don’t say the right things. I talk to much when I’m with “people,” because I’ve been desperately alone suffering for so long. I WAS a people person. People are mean. Life is mean. Kids are mean. Husbands are mean. I feel like I’m never good enough, there is a list being written. It’s a long list of my faults, of my mistakes, of my inadequacy. It’s like the damn Grocery List my family keeps adding to. It gets longer […]
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Youth Group
i haven’t actually CUT in a while now and theres a reason for that. it may sound STUPID but it has actually HELPED me. it is all because of CHURCH i recently started to attend church all over again and so far its been the best decision of my life. i NEVER used to go to church and but ever since i have been going it has really helped me not only in the sense it has made me stop cutting but i’m actually becoming more SOCIAL ABLE towards people. i haven even joined our YOUTH group which i used to hate doing but […]
i haven’t actually CUT in a while now and theres a reason for that. it may sound STUPID but it has actually HELPED me. it is all because of CHURCH i recently started to attend church all over again and so far its been the best decision of my life. i NEVER used to go to church and but ever since i have been going it has really helped me not only in the sense it has made me stop cutting but i’m actually becoming more SOCIAL ABLE towards people. i haven even joined our YOUTH group which i used to hate doing but now […]
Hello, my name is Marissa. I’m 14. And I’m desperate for help.
Let’s start with my average day, I go to school at 6:50. The first starts at 7:15 an so does my depression. I’ve never been good at making friends and expressing my feelings. No one really knows about my depression besides my best friend. I have 3 classes with her daily, study hall, math and English. I go to youth group every Thursday but Christ doesn’t seem to love me anymore. I’m verbaly abused everyday by everyone. I want to be an art teacher when I get older( that’s if I’m still alive). My […]