Ok, been to the doctor today and he tells me I have cancer. I’m killing myself if I don’t do a treatment option. So, the only thing that comes to mind is a noose and latter. I’d rather die quick than let them kill me or make me the walking dead. I’m just stuck.
2 comments
2 comments
That sucks, sorry to hear that! What stage is it? What are your treament options?I’ve always told people that if I were diagnosed with cancer, I’d only go through surgery, chemo and whatever, if the cancer were in early stages and there was a very high probability of beating it. Otherwise I refuse treatment. And what I don’t tell them, is that when I start to deteorate, I end it on my own terms.Good luck to you bwhat, let us know how it goes!
My moms friend has gone through the same thing.We take her to treatment and help her out cause she lost her car.She is almost done with chemo but chemo has changed her body and shes very numb.She almost cried cause theres a music video about surving cancer called im going to love you through it by martina mcbride .Its really inspirational. I guess i just want to say. Is ive often said id kill myself if i had cancer.Its painful and scary but you need to realize that if you have anyone in your life who you care or care about you realize that cancer doesnt just affect you your in it with and so are the people who are in your life.You die cancer or not apart of them is taken with you