Hello everyone,
What a great forum I have stumbled upon. I just wanted to share my story with the only Sane people on earth. Thats right we who deplore living in this cesspool are the sane ones. The others that support the systems are the sick ones. So if any people could possibly understand my decision it might be you.
The clock is ticking until my fianances run out, and I will become homeless.  I am not depressed, actually very reflective. I have been alive on this hell hole for 38 years, and thats 38 years  too long. This place sucks, and its a slave planet. The worst part is if you go point out to the other slaves that they are slaves, they think your crazy. I have had more than enough of having my labor used by goverment, to kill and enslave other peoples of earth. I am sick and tired of my labor going to make corporations/banks wealthier than gods. What is the point? We are all gonna die, its a fact. I just want to exercise my free will and do it on my terms.
I don’t care about celebrities, materialism, pollitics, religion, sports, drugs, excessive drinking, medications, apperance of others, greed, power, monopoly, pyscological tryanny, and any other human degeneration that goes on in this cess pool. Thats right with the exception of knowing one or two good people, and the ocasionall bad ass beach sunset there is nothing here for me. I don’t want any part of it.
So my point is if you are depressed, congratulations you are a healthy normal spiritual human being. What normal person with love, empathy, and knowledge in their hearts would be happy in this sick twisted world. So the clock is ticking down to  “liberation day”  less than 30 days from now, I am enjoying my retirment. Writing a will, packing my home, writing letters, and preparing for the day I have been waiting for since I got here. I plan on double exit bag, where there is no chance for failure. I will be sober, I will face the fear of death  drilled into us by society head on. I am not afraid.
Thanks for reading
Outtatime
P.S. Every heard that country song?
Take this job and shove it, I aint workin here no more
This is my version.
 Take this life and shove it, I aint working here no more
lol
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The title of your post reminded me of a song by Clutch called “Escape from the Prison Planet”.
Ill try and find it online, seems right up my alley. Thanks!
Wow! I would vote for you. Haha. Sorry if it’s a bad joke but I’ve never read such a cold, raw and straight forward post here that would inspire me. I have similar views on life and others, but I do envy the truly happy and well adjusted people love living here.
I am your same age and I wish I could stare at death in the face as you plan to. I am also a rebel against this fucking food chain organized world but I confess that I am also a hypocrite since if things were favorable and I was to be queen of this bullshit, I would gladly stay here.
I hope you keep posting. I’d like to hear more about your story.
Thanks “BlackSwan” I will hang here until the 7 day countdown. I wrote that straight from my heart. I mean every word of it.
Thanks for posting this. It’s reassuring to see that other people think this way. Although, I’m more like Black Swan. When it’s good, it’s good, I don’t see those people as being fools. What I don’t understand is why people always act like a suicide is tragic, when really it’s the emptiness that person lived through for years that is the tragedy, not the suicide.
I hope the liberation you feel right now let’s you experience life in a way that makes it worth living. But I don’t believe anyone should feel confined to live a life that is hopelessly meaningless, if that is how it will always be.
Your welcome. I would not consider people happy in their lives as fools. I would consider them at different stages of spiritual development. Its hard to explain. Ill try. There are enough resources on earth too feed, clothe, and house every single man woman and child on the planet ten times over. So if someone has it good with material wealth that wealth comes from the suffering of others. Example, you buy a pair of Nike shoes for 90 bucks, those shoes are made by a 12 year old chinese slave. He suffers so you have cheap shoes. So some might say awesome I got these shoes for 90 bucks. People with my type of viewpoint would not want the shoes because someone suffered in harsh conditions to allow me to have them. Seeing the world as it is comes when your really open your heart then the mind follows. It sucks to see everything for what it is. I want liberation from the slavery, on moral and spiritual grounds. Life becomes meaningless when you finally find the meaning of life.
Outatime
See ya later, I’ll be along shortly to join you.
I’m jealous, I’ve wanted to be done since I could walk
What an exceptional post. Thank you for sharing it. If you’re still around, you should consider writing and/or joining the anarchist movement (sounds like you’re more than familiar with anarchist theory/philosophy e.g. that human beings on this planet are nothing more than slaves to the elite…we trade physical labor for the ability to survive and they get trillions of dollars and what they think is “power”). I absolutely believe that suicide is each individual’s right, and when it’s time to go, it’s time to go–family and friends need to understand that. But am I alone in feeling that since these Illumunati bastards (or whatever you’d like to call them!…city of London banksters, the oligarchs, the less than 1% of the population that control everything, etc.) have kicked my ass from the moment I was born, I’d prefer to take a swipe or two at them before I check out? Not in the Ted Kaczynski sense…I’m talking real counter-action: they spray this planet with hate, lies and fear everyday, and we lap it up like rabid pig zombies at a slop bucket…so let’s use our individual lives to spread love, truth, compassion and strength! So many ways to do that. Look inside yourself, discover who you are (ignore what mass media/mass culture have taught you you must/should be) and let’s kick them one in the groin.