never thought it was that simple. just saying i wish that that is what would happen. if it was that simple, as simple as wishing it I would have been gone 16 years ago
its ok, i understand. i really really do! 🙁 dealing with a broken heart right now. makes everything unbearable. on the upside i haven’t eaten in a very long time and i’m losing weight like mad.
well…basically i fell in love with a doctor of mine (yes i know all about transference) and then he retired four weeks ago. i haven’t been eating at all and when i have ive purged. i feel terrible i dont wanna be awake. i sleep 23 hours a day or so. for the past month. im a wreck. and pathetic. ugh.
i found out at the doc today ilost 21 pounds in four and a half weeks. i havea new doctor. my old doctor went with me to my first appointment this monday, and he’s going with me next monday and the monday after that too
That’s nice of him to do. Congrats on the weight loss though I still hope it stops <.< Hope your appointments go well and that life in general improves.
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If only it were so simple :/
If it were so simple i assume SP would be a deserted blog, lol.
Aww cmon…im sure thered still be at least 1 or 2 people…
never thought it was that simple. just saying i wish that that is what would happen. if it was that simple, as simple as wishing it I would have been gone 16 years ago
Hard to try and be encouraging when I feel the same way :l
its ok, i understand. i really really do! 🙁 dealing with a broken heart right now. makes everything unbearable. on the upside i haven’t eaten in a very long time and i’m losing weight like mad.
Ahh im sorry to hear that. At least theres something of a silver lining…though please don’t starve yourself. Care to talk about it?
well…basically i fell in love with a doctor of mine (yes i know all about transference) and then he retired four weeks ago. i haven’t been eating at all and when i have ive purged. i feel terrible i dont wanna be awake. i sleep 23 hours a day or so. for the past month. im a wreck. and pathetic. ugh.
That sucks :/ Again please don’t take it too far and you aren’t pathetic just hurt. Have you gotten a new doctor yet?
i found out at the doc today ilost 21 pounds in four and a half weeks. i havea new doctor. my old doctor went with me to my first appointment this monday, and he’s going with me next monday and the monday after that too
That’s nice of him to do. Congrats on the weight loss though I still hope it stops <.< Hope your appointments go well and that life in general improves.