Maybe looking down upon other people as being useless is part of the problem. It sounds to me like you have some personal gripes that are causing you to just hate people in general.
I think you need to let go of the hate and the negative feelings towards others and give people a chance. Not all people are bad… and its a bad Karma thing to look down upon others.
I hope you have a change of heart.
And dont cut… nothing good comes from that.
i dont hate you , you scare the shit out of me… if i hate you, id try to ”cuss you or talk to you to get somethinbg” but no i dont do any of that i just stay away
I love you Mad-eye. I just dont want to see you downward spiral into a dark place.
I dont want to see you cut and scar up your body.
there are other more positive ways to vent frustrations.
you can judge me and call me a kid, a failure a looser.. i know not all people are bad…. but im too shy to interact !~!!!! and im used to the pain that ill FEEL LONELY WITHOUT HURT
Well It just seems from some of your posts that you are having a hard time being around other people. and you also express loneliness as one of your issues. It just seems that maybe… just maybe you have been hurt by somebody or maybe a few people or more and now your anti-social because of it. I dont know the full scope of you life or situations… I can only try to help you given from what I read from you here. We all need people.. and not all people are bad. YES, sometimes there are some mean spirited people who hurt us > but there are other good people out there who can become a real positive thing in our lives. Its best to try and learn to stay clear of the mean people and make friends with people who are helpful and kind.
nobody is calling you a loser. You are not a loser your a good person your just having some issues like the rest of us. All people have issues to deal with.
Yeah bullying is rough. I was bullied when I was a child too. It really messed me up and caused me to have low self esteem for a long time. But eventually I got over it.
One thing that really helped me was reading self help books. I know it sounds kind of cheesy but self-help books can really be helpful.
If you are having a hard time communicating with people > try to get some self help books that deal with communication skills.
Once you improve your communication skills > it will be easier for you to interact with others and then you will be able to make friendships that are positive and good.
I am sorry to hear about the brain damage. that is rough to deal with.. my heart goes out to you for that.
by the way if you haven’t read or watched ”welcome to the nhk” i recommend it highly, it deals with depression. Iv read the manga multiple times, i have yet to see the anime though
HOOOOO that looks good. The anime isnt’ on crunch roll but the manga is on mangareader.net. I’ll have to check it out when I run out of insanity to deal with around here today.
no just to help you draw better its a prototype. Um, i also recommend ”oyasami punpun” it actually deals with suicide and the main character is drawn as a bird but the other characters are drawn as normal. its my top number 1 manga. theres no anime for it. but its soo good, it starts from his childhood and goes to his adolescence years and his yearning for this girl he met in middle school, ah i need to stop spoiling it. 😛 sorry iv never had a manga budy
@mad: If you haven’t seen this movie, I highly reccomend it. Amazing illustration, mind blowing story line. myanimelist.net/anime/8142/Colorful_Movie A friend of mine told me about it about six months ago.
i love you hazy day sunflower lol iv seen that one its like about this kid who commits suicide and has another chance at life if i recall, ill watch it again tonight
and since i have no friends, smoking with homeless people and aquantices sucks because i go silent and dont even know how to go on with the conversation, cause im focusing on my heart not my mouth LOL
It’s a shame we can’t just plug our mental USB cords into each other’s brains and hearts. It would make life easier. or harder. I guess. Depending on the source.
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Maybe looking down upon other people as being useless is part of the problem. It sounds to me like you have some personal gripes that are causing you to just hate people in general.
I think you need to let go of the hate and the negative feelings towards others and give people a chance. Not all people are bad… and its a bad Karma thing to look down upon others.
I hope you have a change of heart.
And dont cut… nothing good comes from that.
i wasn’t talking about other people.,,., i stay away from you i dont hate you…
your the one who attacks me, im useless to you. therefore, your useless to me. there wil never be friendship with anyone
i dont hate you , you scare the shit out of me… if i hate you, id try to ”cuss you or talk to you to get somethinbg” but no i dont do any of that i just stay away
i cant tell if you hate me or love me….it seems to me that cutting is the only way to feel relieved again.. otherwise ill suffocate
I love you Mad-eye. I just dont want to see you downward spiral into a dark place.
I dont want to see you cut and scar up your body.
there are other more positive ways to vent frustrations.
i love you too. sorry
No problem. I am just trying to help. and I am not perfect in my helping skills.
im so surprised someone cares honestly…its hard not to.. all my life i tried my best to belong…I send you my Blessings..
hard to*
you can judge me and call me a kid, a failure a looser.. i know not all people are bad…. but im too shy to interact !~!!!! and im used to the pain that ill FEEL LONELY WITHOUT HURT
Well It just seems from some of your posts that you are having a hard time being around other people. and you also express loneliness as one of your issues. It just seems that maybe… just maybe you have been hurt by somebody or maybe a few people or more and now your anti-social because of it. I dont know the full scope of you life or situations… I can only try to help you given from what I read from you here. We all need people.. and not all people are bad. YES, sometimes there are some mean spirited people who hurt us > but there are other good people out there who can become a real positive thing in our lives. Its best to try and learn to stay clear of the mean people and make friends with people who are helpful and kind.
nobody is calling you a loser. You are not a loser your a good person your just having some issues like the rest of us. All people have issues to deal with.
yes besides being bullied, i have had brain damage and im not great in communicating.. my dad used to say i dont know how to talk to people…
Yeah bullying is rough. I was bullied when I was a child too. It really messed me up and caused me to have low self esteem for a long time. But eventually I got over it.
One thing that really helped me was reading self help books. I know it sounds kind of cheesy but self-help books can really be helpful.
If you are having a hard time communicating with people > try to get some self help books that deal with communication skills.
Once you improve your communication skills > it will be easier for you to interact with others and then you will be able to make friendships that are positive and good.
I am sorry to hear about the brain damage. that is rough to deal with.. my heart goes out to you for that.
:'(
OOO Visual Kei! I have a friend that is just mad for this, he totally got me into it. Thank you for sharing.
Are you feeling any better today? I get thoughts like you are expressing.
thanks 🙁
me too , and no not really, its a crappy day. but its better now that you cared..
Which manga is your avatar from?
its fan-made. im watching loveless right now though, its a very dark anime..
by the way if you haven’t read or watched ”welcome to the nhk” i recommend it highly, it deals with depression. Iv read the manga multiple times, i have yet to see the anime though
Excellent. Is it a fanmade one of Loveless? I’m going to go look up Loveless, always looking for a new anime to dive into.
HOOOOO that looks good. The anime isnt’ on crunch roll but the manga is on mangareader.net. I’ll have to check it out when I run out of insanity to deal with around here today.
no just to help you draw better its a prototype. Um, i also recommend ”oyasami punpun” it actually deals with suicide and the main character is drawn as a bird but the other characters are drawn as normal. its my top number 1 manga. theres no anime for it. but its soo good, it starts from his childhood and goes to his adolescence years and his yearning for this girl he met in middle school, ah i need to stop spoiling it. 😛 sorry iv never had a manga budy
yes lol loveless is a very well drawn manga
http://gogoanime.io/loveless-episode-1
@mad: If you haven’t seen this movie, I highly reccomend it. Amazing illustration, mind blowing story line. myanimelist.net/anime/8142/Colorful_Movie A friend of mine told me about it about six months ago.
iv seen it
i love you hazy day sunflower lol iv seen that one its like about this kid who commits suicide and has another chance at life if i recall, ill watch it again tonight
thank me later 😉 i must go smoke weed now
alone of course, i find smoking weed with people so boring. alone however, so much emotion brings up inside of you
and since i have no friends, smoking with homeless people and aquantices sucks because i go silent and dont even know how to go on with the conversation, cause im focusing on my heart not my mouth LOL
It’s a shame we can’t just plug our mental USB cords into each other’s brains and hearts. It would make life easier. or harder. I guess. Depending on the source.
hehe