I just want to escape into my own world. I wish everything would stop and that I could forget every bad thing that has ever happened. I don’t want to keep feeling these useless emotions. Can I return to the past so that the present can go back to normal? Would it be possible? Is there even a slight possibility that things can change back to the way they once were? Back the times when everything was all filed with smiles and laughter and moments that would last forever. Can I go back so that I won’t have to face these things anymore? Please. Take me back. Let nostalgia take me back.
I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.
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Sorry to say, that is impossible, and useless, because you will suffer when the time comes… Its called life, welcome.
But you can count on us.
But… how can I count on anyone…?
Return to the past huh? I kind of did that. My depression peaked around the end of my adolescence and i never really matured. Just kind of indulged and re-indulged in nostalgia, later with the use of drugs.
For the past 5 years or so I;ve pretty much just been pushing back maturity so I could live in this fantasy world based in my fond memories. I don;t think im the only one whos done this. I personally know at least one person (he believes he has aspergers) who has done the same.
Anyway I;m coming out of it now. You definitely can make yourself forget reality and live in a world constructed of nostalgic memories but that avenue can never solve the root problem. Reality will stop knocking eventually and break down your door.
Luke