I don’t know what to do all I keep thinking is that I’m going to kill myself im sat here with my little boy and it’s all I can think about I’m in so much debt I owe so much money and my partner thinks it’s all in hand I’m just a terrible person I keep lying to him and it’s getting out of control I don’t know what to do we only got payed last week and there’s nothing left I can’t tell him he’ll leave me I’ve been looking up ways to do it there’s no way out I’m going to do it tonight when everyone’s in bed I don’t know what else to do
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I’m in almost the same situation. you can always email me at: stefan@deds.nl maybe we can talk.
You can always email me if you want to talk. my email is: stefan at deds dot nl
I’m sure that is last thing your partner wants you to do. Please relax and try to think objectively about your situation. Tell him what is happening, he can’t help you if you don’t tell him. Don’t think about him leaving you. There is surely a way out of this and killing yourself is the worst you could do. Lying doesn’t make you a terrible person, everyone lies, it’s a common human behavior. If you can’t help yourself out, seek for help among your familiy members, friends etc…and at first go talk to your partner. Hope that helps.
Debt can be managed and money is out there for the taking. You can set up a payment plan with creditors and buy some time to pay back your debt. You can also pawn some jewelry (I’d recommend something you can bear parting with in case you can’t pay it back), save via budget, work side jobs, CL gigs, take out a loan, and as a last resort borrow a small percentage of your bills if possible. Jobs are out there, tis the season for seasonal workers. Go to indeed and type in HELP WANTED in your local area. You will find TONS of job postings from various big and small business. All you need to do is find a contact number for the store online, call to see if they are still looking to hire, and then hit the pavement and complete an application. If you don’t have and Indeed account GET ONE if you would consider getting a second job. You can do this – now you need to make a game plan and figure it out. Get busy and get paid! That is your mantra from here on out lol
How are you now? Did you already talk with yor friend? I exactly know what you are going through. You can always email me to talk: stefan at deds dot nl