i’m so lost. i don’t have any other way of describing it. i’m not the same person i used to be. not a happy kid looking forward to the next day. i just have so much trouble enjoying myself and separating myself from this anxiety. i feel like i hate everyone now, myself included. growing up really did a number on me, yet i don’t feel i’ve grown at all. who is this face in the mirror i can’t stand to look at. is that really me? when did i change. i’ve spent so much time trying to figure things out yet only thing i […]