I see myself as a noone, a little ***** and as someone who cannot control themself in the most simplest situations. My family has given me everything that I have ever wished from them yet I cannot repay the favor because I am an ungrateful asshat. I complain over everything and I see myself as a pure idiot. I fear everything, I cannot go outside because of a previous experience. I scare everything and even death itself. I cannot, AND CANNOT even try to kill myself because I am not sure how good of a place it is after dead. Will I go to hell? […]