i want him back so bad i cry every night cut my wrist begged him to come back and i get hung up and dont call me back i dont want anything to do with you.. i love him so much and he has no idea … yea i made mistakes and fucked up i should no im the one paying for it i want him back i cant call i cant message him or email cuz he never checks it i just dunno wut to do and i dont wanna give up i stopped calling him cuz everyone told me by doing that and begging him pushes him farther away but i wanna no if i pushed him too far is it really too late? someone tell me what to do im going crazy suicide run through my mind every night when im alone.