Im 15 years old my best friend died about 10 months ago from a drunk driver. Ever sense he died iv been going threw depression. My mom try’s and helps me deal with it by taking me to see therapist but it doesn’t help. The girl Im in love with broke up with me and hasn’t talk to me in about 3 months,(and she can care less about how I am or how I feel) and she was the only person who could make me smile and the only person I could talk to. Im sick of feeling depressed and I just want to die and kill myself. The only thing I had to look forward in life were football, my best friend and the girl I love and I lost all of that got a concussion and can’t play football for the rest of my life best friend was killed and his dad who was like my dad because I haven’t seen my dad in 11 years and I lost the girl I love. So there so point of me living anymore, each and everyday I go threw depression I don’t get good grades in school and all I really want is for somebody to need me for a change and want me and to love me.
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No don’t say that, you never know what could happen in life, there are more than 1000 reasons why you should live and you might not know them now but you will in the future and you will regret what you thought in the past bsidesi’m pretty sure that all the people who read this want you to love you and i’m one of them.
Life is every thing and it doesn’t end for some reason because life is so much bigger because it is every thing that we are, just think about it dude, btw i’m 15 too and i have so many black sides of my life but i know life can change in fact i know life will change someday but you never know when or how, sometimes it changes for the best and sometimes for the worst (you never know) but i do know that the life later will have to change for the best and the worst after all is death..
i hope you know what i mean