I went to counseling like I do every 2 weeks. And we talked, and she said that they can change that I want to kill myself. The fact the I want to kill my self is logical. I have logic. I have a long speech about you die anyways and life doesn’t matter. I told her this, her reply: We can change the way you think about that (Or something to that extent). WTF? So I talk to ma mom about it and she’s like “They mean the way you perceive life” and I’m like, the way I perceive life is the way I think!!!!!! So you want to change the way I think? You want to change what makes me me? 1, I don’t believe that you can. 2, you just want everyone to be normal, you want to shape normal, you want everyone to be your idea of good, right, normal, the way it should be. Sounds like a cult.
Question: Can they do that?
Do I make any sense to you?
What is your though on this?
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I think that was a freakin messed up thing of her to say. Change the way you think? Please, if anything she should have said ” We can make your hours on this earth worth while; here are some ideas.” but change the way one behaves, acts, lives!? I simply do not understand it. Perhaps she was tongue tied and had perceived what she said to mean something different? I dont know. If I see a lady talking crazy, I will ask.
maybe you should get a new counselor. she sounds like she hasn’t had either enough or proper teaching, and you might want to look into some better ones. and they do not want everyone to be normal, they just want you to enjoy every day of life to the fullest. trust me, she didn’t want to change who you are.
Perception is one’s reality. IE: if I think it’s cold, I feel cold. They want us to change our perception, the filter we use to look at life. I truly believe my filter was damaged by a series of events that the world had control of, not me. So fuck the world, they are going to have to change their perception of me.
thats probely the best reason to datye for avoiding those suck asses that call themselves councilours. bet thay never knew what life is like
You made me laugh…”sounds like a cult” HAHA yup it sure does
“physician heal thyself” comes to mind.
Huh… a cult…
It would be nice if they sinply meant, like, happier, ir something. 😕
“You die anyways so life doesn’t matter.”
Hmm… it might not help, but have you ever heard of Memento Mori? It’s a latin phase for “Remember you will die.”
I think it means something like living in the moment now because you can die at any time.
For me personally I’m also an atheist who doesn’t think the beginning or the future of life matters because it probably can’t be proven, so you shluld do what makes you happy as long as you’re willing and able to go through with it, through life and all.
I mean, I don’t want to force you or anything, but I hope this advice helps if you see it…