Everything is falling apart and I don’t know what to do. My family is being torn apart and I can’t stop it. All I wanted was to have a family that loves each other and doesn’t fight. Every once in awhile is okay but not this. Then I found out me dad has bleeding ulsers and if they don’t get better they could turn in to canser. I just want everything to be okay it doesn’t have to be perfect but at least okay. I don’t want to be the reason he ends up in the hospital. Then I made he so mad yesterday. So I’m just feeling like I shoundn’t be around anymore. And I have to say I don’t think that I should be around anymore. So I might just go and off myself so that I can’t hurt anyone anymore. Everyone says that won’t solve anything but if I’m not around how can I hurt the ones I love then? I just want them to be happy. I that such a bad thing? I just want him to be happy and not have to care for me anymore.