i’m so scared i’ crying for no reason i cried earlier but i dont know why all that happened was my step dad said he wanted to slap me because i was talking to my mum in a way that he didnt like, i used to like him i wanted him to adopt me but he’d jut turning out to be a wanker, i keep dreaming that i’m falling from great hights and i wake up screaming i hear voices in my hed and i’v finally realised nobody exept my family waants me here and nobody in my family understand what i’m going through even when my arms bleed it doesnt help it just releaves the mental pain untill it physically stops hurting and then it comes back thats why i dont bother cutting that much anymore i’v tried everythink to stop the mental agony but nothing helps i’v smoked, done drugs,self harmed, but nothing works nobody wants me here so why stay
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Hun; I’m sure there are ppl who love you and want you to stay around, and your step dad does sound like a wanker!!! Find a community health near you, cuz they have counsellors who specialize in helping unhappy kids… please give it a try, it may help. I have cut myself; and I can tell you cutting does not help one bit in the long run, all you are doing is causing yourself more pain!!! And sweetie, I have seen ppl in hospital whose arms are totally disfigured, you don’t wanna end up like that… OMG, believe me!!! Cya hun, take care!!! ^_^
P.S, Try a school counsellor too, they can help you!!!
you tried everything in the book?!?
no, try talking. music helps me. finding a way to let your feelings out.or try going to church.its help whether it helps you or not. talk to your dad tell him what he says is not right.
tell someone if he is hurting you.
cheer up dude.
🙂