I am so tired of all the lies and all the decite, people who call themselves my friends stab me in the back and don’t even care about other peoples feelings. I go to school faithfully to get an education and professors treat me like shit and like I am worth nothing, Do I have to pay for this crap? I have attempted suicide twice in the past, someone always found me passed out on the bathroom floor. I would like to make it happen for real this time, I want to kill everyone who has ever been mean to me especially the ones who claim to be my friend and shh…shh behind my back and after there all dead I take my own life and that will be the end of it, and everyone will be happy, “One less mouth to feed; how good does that sound?”
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i know i dont know you but i dont think that you have noone at all. i know its hard to trust someone enough to tell them whats on your mind, but you should try. maybe they will listen. at least you can say you try.
and no matter what they act like or say, i dont believe that they want you dead at all so lets try suicide. you seem like a strong person so just keep trying and hopefully it will get better
I wish I knew some great words of wisdom to say to you right now, but anything I can think of would sound like a cliche.
I will say this. There are people out there who care about you very much. I know it looks like everyone and everything is against you right now, but it’s not.
I have been feeling the same way (hell, just look at the post I put up earlier today).
I know it can get better, for anyone.
Just know that simply by the fact that this whole website exists, there are people out there who care, and can help. We’re all in this together, and we look out for each other.
theres always someone out there loving you. even if you dont see it. i have that thought that most of the time is what keeps me going. as long as you get theorught the crappy teachers and shit you can reach whatever goal in school you watnt. good luck
That sounds like a good idea. Hell, would do it