I don’t have much to lose. I don’t see how I can gain anything I need While stuck in this body.
My needs/desires are tearing me apart. I can’t handle seeing all the happy people holding hands with their significant others
while I am still alone. I feel like a man who has been lost in the desert for a long time with nothing to eat and everybody is waving food in front of my face, real close to my face so I can smell it, everything but touch it or taste it. I am convinced that there is no girl (who I would find acceptable myself) who will love me, remain faithful, and stay with me until I die.
I’m sick of saying the same crap over and over again and I’m sure your sick of reading it in my previous NRTL (No Reason To Live) posts. But It just doesn’t stop hurting and the same questions and thoughts just keep bouncing around in my head. So I guess at this point I am just waiting. I just need an emotional push, I need something to happen so I can use that in the moment and leave this world.
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I no wut u mean, it is messed up watching people pass by you that are so happy and content. I have a lot of friends, but i just feel alone and worthless all of the time too. But dont kill yourself cuz of this, i have been this way for 6 years so far and i am just 14, so it may take sum time before you start 2 feel good bout urself again. And trust me you WILL find sumone that you can spend the rest of your life with. All it will take is a little time, and dont be afraid 2 walk up to a girl that you like and ask her out. Just give it a little more time and i am shure that things will change for the better.
come on dude. i will tell you this now your wrong. i thought exactly what you did and tried some stupid crap. life gets better and you meet that girl for you. things are funny in how they happen that way. she is probably just as down as you are and wants you to be there for he. lifes worth living there is no reason to kill yourself. email me and ill do what i can. my email is robert.monwell@gmail.com