I don’t know you, but I want to…

I don’t know you, but I want to help you. To all of you out there who need help, or want someone to talk to, you can talk to me. I’m not one of those people who act like doctor Phil and tell you everything will turn out great, so sorry if that’s what you’re looking for. I just mean that I have my own issues, and maybe if you can relate, it would be easier to talk to me rather than some Dr.Phil.

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Here is my story, short and sweet.

I have been plagued recently with a lot of downfall in the most terrible ways. I am sick, and I can’t get better. The doctors don’t know what it is yet… I don’t even know if I will live or die. I have a broken family. My father left my mother, on my day of graduation… I live with my mother now, whom I cannot stand. My dad lives in a 5th wheel. I know this is kind of fucked up, but even though my dad has been an ass to my mom, I don’t really care. I’m so insensitive towards her.  He has cheated on her for 6 years, and I would still choose my dad over my mom in a heart beat. She tries to make my life a living hell, because my brother was first born, gets better grades, has more friends… he is the ‘chosen one’… and I’m garbage to her. She takes advantage of me so much. I don’t even live at home anymore and still she calls me to give me shit for not doing the dishes? Really? I don’t even eat there, let alone live there. I live at my boyfriend’s house. He is pretty much the only upside in my life, but, I’m becoming a burden to him because I’m around so much i think. He doesn’t love me like he used to, and so i think our relationship may be falling apart. And not only that but I don’t really have any goof friends. If you have ever had 2 best friends at the same time you might understand what I’m talking about. They got in an argument and I had to be the mediator. The only thing is, is that when they became friends again they blamed me for that argument and never spoke to me again. No I shouldn’t say that. One of them did, briefly, as I was trying to mend the situation. But all she said were things like, I caused my parents divorce, I’m a shitty daughter…etc. So all in all, I have a broken family, friends, health, and soon to be relationship.  Oh yes, haha, AND I’m failing my college classes because of my illness and all my teachers think I’m bullshitting. Life is just wonderful isn’t it?

If anyone is interested in my history, because there is a lot more, just ask. I’m not shy about this stuff because this shit happens to everyone weather they want to admit it or not. Everyone, has a bad day.