i wanna die, dear peoples.
i’ve been abused emotionally and physically by my brother whom now i didn’t consider him as part of my siblings anymore.
i’ve lost my beloved and loving father in 2006. and i felt like he took away my happiness with him too.
i hate seeing my mother keep back ups that bloody brother even though he didn’t finish his studies and now he still unemployed and he’s staying with my mother’s money!
i feel like i wanna shoot him!
i feel like i wanna kill him right now!
i wanna see him die!
my bf also just left me.
i’m alone and i hate life.
life is so unfair.
i just think to suicide only.
there’s lot of little scars on my hand made by scissors.
i’ve ‘bang’ my head to the wall for many times.
overdosed for many times.
i wanna die.
and that’s for sure.