I was going over the pros and cons of living today. Pros include my dog, my friends, delicious foods, and video games. Cons included my mom.. It just seems like it would be so much easier to just pull the plug on my life and not have to deal with shit anymore. I don’t even care what happens to my responsibilities or my family or my friends really, just that I wouldn’t have to put up with it anymore. And this thought was going through my mind when I realized that, if I killed myself, how would i smoke weed anymore??? I couldn’t. So i’m putting it off for another day. Maybe when weed loses it’s appeal. (like that’ll ever happen)
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I am the same way except i cant stand either of my parents weed and my lil sis is the only thing that keeps me going at least ik that there is more out there
🙂 well i am glad you have found something that has made you decide to put suicide on hold. I dont think its bad, but i dontt think it good either. I dont like to judge. 🙂
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you are to shallow and a coward. The situation you’re into is nothing compare to those who are really suffering from their pain. If i’m going to assume, i think your like of those bratty teenagers who doesn’t care about everything but only themselves. I got a conclusion from your words that you had a good life but you are tearing it apart only because of weeds. what a shame.
just think about it….. you’ll lost everything you had because of WEED.
Dude; unless there’s some seriously bad shit going down that your not willing to say here, killing yourself just because your mum may be a little bit of a ***** is totally lame… not to mention utterly stupid! And once the deed is done, it’s done forever, and you can’t change your mind… think about it okay!? >.<
I was going to commit suicide, but I got high…. Sorry, couldn’t resist. Humor is important, still.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4hOtsHOZVLc
Korpulent…
“I was going over the pros and cons of living today.”
—-Sounds like a good way to make a decision! Especially, such a fateful one ;).
“Pros include my dog, my friends, delicious foods, and video games.”
—-So you have friends and a dog, that I can understand, however, food? VIDEO GAMES? Hm, at least you have a place for recreation.
“Cons included my mom.. ”
—- Been there…. Parents aren’t perfect, but they (most of the time) do their best. I didn’t like my mother much either, still hold a little bit of resentment towards her, but I still love her, and I believe that any relationship can be mended if both parties work on it.
“It just seems like it would be so much easier to just pull the plug on my life and not have to deal with shit anymore. I don’t even care what happens to my responsibilities or my family or my friends really, just that I wouldn’t have to put up with it anymore.”
—-Do you believe that people care about you? Do you feel that they would even miss you? I am curious, because for someone to be so selfish, sometimes they feel like they are not really wanted, are getting enough of something (most of the times, it’s love)
” And this thought was going through my mind when I realized that, if I killed myself, how would i smoke weed anymore??? I couldn’t. So i’m putting it off for another day. Maybe when weed loses it’s appeal. (like that’ll ever happen)”
—- Weed? Okay….I guess at least you have some reason to keep living, but if you talk to me, maybe would could work on other things to give you a reason; there is more to life than weed :).
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