I have turned to alcohol to numb my pain and my thoughts about committing suicide. I have nothing left to live for, this is the only way out, but I want to go to Heaven. I feel that my son had abandoned me and my husband, I would like to be reunited with my entire family, as long as we’re split up, I feel lonely and lost, then the thought of suicide frequently keeps entering my mind, I have enough pills to take my life, but I don’t want my husband to be alone.
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you do have something to live for.
you husband.
have faith.
look for something and latch on to it.
dont let go.
talk
if you want.
Sheneverwas is right.
You need to live.
Your husband is a huge reason why you shouldn’t take your life.
I have felt alone and lost before, try to talk to someone, it really helps.
There is a way out. Remember, you can always kill yourself later – but if you kill yourself, you can’t choose to live later. Please, go find someone to talk to, or call a distress line. You could even talk to your husband.
If you want to talk online, you can email me if you want. thbbtt@gmail.com
I believe Jesus loves you and wants you in Heaven someday too – but not now. I really believe that as long as you’re alive, you have a purpose. There is something left for you here.
But even if you don’t believe what I believe, I’d love to talk to you. Talking really does help …. I’ve been there.
i’m sorry that you feel this way, like suicide is what you’re already in.
you don’t have to, you’re not in suicide, you’re not stuck there – there is a way out. please read my post here: http://suicideproject.org/2009/12/please-read-this/
and please take care of yourself. life for others, not yourself.
Hey send me and email and we can talk about this. Or about anything you want to.
(silly.snowball@Yahoo.com)
Do not place too much value on the acceptance of another. Do not live for the pleasure of another. What would you do if that acceptance and pleasure were to be taken from you by another? Live for yourself, find pleasure by yourself and when you do, you will find it with others. You don’t have to find a purpose for your life, God already has done that for you, your job is to live till you have fulfilled your part of His plan. When it is time for you to leave this world, He will deliver you to the next, softly and with love. sandman26@msn.com