suicide is painless.

everything is FUCKEDUP.

i’ve learned to trust no one.

do i disgust you yet? do i make you sick to your stomach.

if i decided to ler go, would you care? would you acknowledge the fact that i did this and theres no turning back?

you make everything in life so hard.

i dont have to question my sanity simply because i know im not crazy.

just utterly misunderstood.

in your eyes im no one.

not a daughter. a sister. a friend, an enemy.

i’ll fake a smile for a little while longer and maybe once im gone, you’ll see i could’ve been worth it…

or maybe not…