This is my first time posting my story about suicidal, i was honest and just felt i had no more will to live and i found this site in hopes to try to figure out or maybe find hope again in some of the stories shared on this site. So i decided to post my story up in hopes to find some comforting words thru people that read it. Well this person that goes by the name that is mention above commented on my story. I thought great finally someone that knows how i feel, instead she turned it all around and blamed me for my mistakes, she insulted me stating that i should not date until my youngest child is 18(i have 3 kids) and also said i should stop having kids as i am wrecking there life by having different dads all the time( i have 2 fathers for my kids and they were loved ones not just someone off the street). This is to you if you are reading this! You need to be careful with what you say as you are coming off as being insulting, people like you are the reason why i feel the way i feel and want to end my life as all you see is one side. I have never put myself first in my life and is probably why i made my choices in life. I take awesome care of my kids and they are very loved by me. after your comment i ended up erasing my story as you made feel even more worse then i had before i posted my story. YOU should not be on this site if you have no idea how we feel> We are battling the conflict of wanting to live and not wanting to live and people like you that turn our feels against us is why we end up here in the first place
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Feel sorry for Jenzea they either have no empathy so are incapable of truly feeling compassion, love hate all the emotions that make us unique and human OR they have so much self hate that they must insult others and put others down so that they themselves can feel better about themselves.Either way have pity because if someone is lashing out at you for your emotions I truly believe that they are hiding behind a mask of their own.
I never read your story as this is my first time on this sight but I think you should re-post it for all of use who might not have the courage or strength
to say how we feel inside. My heart bleeds for anyone thinking of sluiced because I’ve been down that road so often and a part of me is always afraid I might go back down that lonely lonely road.
Dear Mother of Three………thank you for answering back. First thing I wish to communicate is there is NO ONE on earth that can “make you feel†a certain way………YOU and ONLY YOU are in charge of YOUR own feelings. I can NOT make you feel any certain way. Second I notice when you talk about yourself you use ‘i’ that unfortunately shows that you do not feel too good about yourself, ALWAYS use I, that shows you respect yourself, you love yourself, you have confidence in yourself, you take pride in yourself………… ‘I’. I have no doubt you love your children deeply, although children need a stable environment to grow to be mature, responsible, respectable, confident, safe, kind, intelligent, strong, self-sufficient, self-loving, self-reliable ADULTS. These are the GOALS that you wish for your children. This is why I suggested you concentrate on you and your children…….NOT MEN…NO DATING…men will not solve your problems. YOU are the MOTHER, you are in charge to teach them the above attributes, NOT any man that comes along. This is why ALSO, you should TAKE CARE OF YOU, give yourself plenty of love, common sense, respect and do not date until the last of your children at 18 years of age are either in college or in the military. THAT IS YOUR JOB………..to make them WONDERFUL ADULTS and make as little mistakes as possible. Make sure their bio dads are in there lives in a POSITIVE way and PAYING CHILD SUPPORT and they take good care of THEIR CHILDREN they created. The bio dad SHOULD play a POSITIVE role in those childrens’ lives. I am sorry you feel I was attacking you, that is your perception, that is the continual tape in your head, the victim tape. Your are NOT a victim. YOU ARE A STRONG WOMAN WHO IS IN CHARGE OF RAISING THREE BEAUTIFUL, WONDERFUL, AND INTELLIGENT CHILDREN.
By the way…………..I have MY own story, why do you think I am reading and pursuing “The Suicide Project??†God Bless you Mother of Three. You are in my heart and in my Prayers. You ARE worthy, ALWAYS remember this. Take good care of YOU and YOUR THREE PRECIOUS CHILDREN. Jen
imo, jen is just a catholic on damage control now. never trust catholics, they will twist everything and make you feel like shit. this is all a lie shes telling you. i will tell you the truth
1. Do what makes YOU HAPPY
—-fuck the world if that means you can live another day, forget relationships bonds and responsibilities and live for once.
2. Don’t let anyone tell you what you CAN AND CAN’T DO.
3. Find inner beauty
4. Your heart has to be open, to give, or to recieve any love.
5. Manage anger.
-beat a pillow if you have to, this is my second most important rule
6. (MOST IMPORTANT) NEVER…. FIND YOURSELF ALONE IN THE WORLD.
surround yourself with friends if thats what it takes, friends will always make you smile no matter what goes wrong
keep a friend close
and keep your chin up
i am starting to believe that the only person that is important in your life is yourself> if you dont take care of yourself then how are you able to find happiness in this world. i know what i have to do in order to raise my kids, and give them stability in life. i cant keep them away from situations that may a rise in our life, all i can do is try to explain to them what went wrong etc. yes you are right about only me can make me feel the way i do but it is influence by others that help the feeling grow, once you are knocked down repeatedly then getting up is hard to do. You say u have ur own story and obviously are a survivor> which you should be very proud of, and u want to help people out by giving them hope. every story is different.