I’m sorry I’m posting so much, but things just keep happening. I took about a week to just drift through my life and see what happens. Well, it turns out that nobody really notices that I’m there, but that was no surprise. I got into more arguements with my parents, which ended in more tears. I started writing my own personal journal, but I ended up just writing about how I hate myself. I’m sick of living, I’m sick of everyone I’m stuck being around, I’m sick of being so worthless I can’t even look myself in the mirror. I just want to scream out, but all I can do is cry myself to sleep. I can’t think straight, can’t someone else take over what my life has become?
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hey, i understand you, completely. you need to make things better with your parents. my mom hates me, and i dont know why..but i love her still. i always will. the only thing i seek is to gain her approval. for when she dies, i’ll be alone. even though im alone now, i know deep down, she does love me. shes just sad and depressed herself. and dont EVER hate yourself. you need to love yourself the most. accept yourself. everyone is beautiful and amazing in their own way, just you need to realize this. have you ever heard of to write love on her arms? if not, look them up. they helped me.. A LOT.