I’m an idiot. I’m so fucking stupid. I told someone I barely knew how I felt because I thought I could relate to him but then he fucking ratted me out. I’m already a fucking tranny, and now i have to be mentally unstable too? Will people go to no end to find a way to fucking isolate me? Why did he have to lie to me? I can’t fucking trust a single person anymore. I feel like my life is finally spiraling and my time might come soon. Sorry, I’m not asking for help or anything, I just really had to get that off my chest, and I have nobody in real life to confide in.
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Unfortunately, you’re not the only one that got screwd by someone who thought that would be trustable…
Since that, i don’t trust anyone about my depressive thoughts. I just wrote them down on a paper then burn it. At least, works for me.
I understand what you are going through and i know what it fells like to trust someone and have them stab you in the back. the only advice I can give you is as bad as things seem now there is always a little light just try to find it.
wow that first post was really helpful. i want to write down stuff all of the time but i didnt want ppl tto find it. i actually never thought of burning it after writing everything down. wow
well even if your not looking for help. help is here it allways is so if you feel like talking im here. and who would i tell