and now her husband is happily dating. I i Life for me sucks right now. Financially in the toilet. No job. No energy to deal with looking for a job. I’m losing my hearing..well, I’ve lost most of it, I guess. So that keeps me isolated. I can’t seem to get over my sister’s death. I kept some of her left over pain meds just in case. Most people don’t need meds in their drawer just in case life gets so hard that you can’t go on, do they? I do.
It’s only been 7 months since my sister died. Why am I having such a hard time dealing with it and my brother in law is dating? I’m not sure which one of us is normal…maybe neither. But I’m upset that he is replacing her so soon. This whole thing sucks. I’m tired of losing people in my life.
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Don’t give up. Stay strong. Im so sorry to hear about your sister. She is in the arms of angels. About your brother in law, dating other women, it is most likely his way of coping. It’s a horrible loss. Perhaps he doesnt show it but everyone has their ways of moving on. People hold on to the memories but being able to hold on to them and having peace with those memories is the hardest part of all. Life sucks for you right now, we all have times in our life where everything is just plain shit. You need to get your energy back. You need inspiration in your life. Throw away those meds and dont give up. I beleive everything in this worlds happens for a reason. Death is not included because losing somone is just painful and mean. But, YOU were born for a reason, to live life through these challenges that are placed upon you. It is up to you to overcome them. And stand up for yourself. About your hearing, this, you need to ask yourself if you will let it get to you. You are amazing. You are wonderful. Don’t let life take the better of you. Stand up for yourself, for your sister and live life for the both of you. I know these words are just words and perhaps you dont agree with me. But they speak truth and i wish you all the best in YOUR future. Its up to you to bring life back into you. Never give up. Stay strong.
My name is Jessica and im 15 years old, i needed to tell you this. My words may not be much but i hope they make a differance. I feel for you. Please stay strong. You are amazing.
xoxox Jessica
To My Dearest Waterlogged:
I know that deep down there is something in you screaming survive. Sometimes when it rains, it pours and everything in the world that seemed right begin to seem all wrong. But you know what, there is someone somewhere out there that needs you to hold on and to keep fighting. Sometimes we never know who are looking up to us and admire us. Even so, I know that you can hold on and keep fighting. If at anytime you need to vent or you need someone to help you cope, you can contact me at angeloflight91@hotmail.com. I’ll be a listening ear and a dear friend. Peace be with you:)