Don’t u hate being lost not literally like when it seems like mostly everyone knows what they are doing. All the time I get ask what I’m i going to do when I grow up? I say the samething over and over I don’t know yet. But what I really want to say is ” Cant u see I’m not going to do shit with my life n if do decide to do something it won’t be now I just going to high school not college.” But as I get up today I thought maybe I should live to make camps all over the world were suicidal people could come n enjoy something. Help us to look forward to stuff n help each other out with our problems. But I said never going to happen I’m 14 I don’t think I will even make it to that so I’m back to say to myself I’m not going to do shit. One more event can be the cataylst to end my life.
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First off,,, I think that is a fabulous idea. You have future plans, meaning you have a purpose here,,, like everyone does. Maybe that is yours. You know how YOU are feeling right now. What I see is someone who does not want to see anyone else go thru that same kind of pain. You still have feeling, compassion for others, and a great idea to put it to good use. There are not many truly compassionate people in this world. Let’s not lose another one.
I agree with IndelibleDespondency… it’s a great idea! and it’s definitely not impossible! I admire you for struggling so much with your own issues and also wanted to reach out and help others. Is there a psychology class you can take in your high school? I think you might love it! You can take small steps and reach your goal. You have a lot to live for! You don’t have to look so far in the future. Just concentrate on each day. My best wishes!