I don’t really have a reason to hate this world. or myself. But I just feel so apathetic to a point I dont understand anything anymore. Why people thinking leaving an impact on society is a supposedly good meaning of life. Why people cling to fame and power. Why living an existence where you have to include other people is essential.
Why we can’t be alone. and why when we’re alone we get the dread of lonliness yet we can’t stand the sight of another human being in my life. I just want to disappear, never be found and do my own thing. I don’t care if I live in dirt poor poverty. I live my entire life trying to find the meaning of life, and it’s the only thing I will never get. Isn’t that the greatest irony.