I don’t really have a reason to hate this world. or myself. But I just feel so apathetic to a point I dont understand anything anymore. Why people thinking leaving an impact on society is a supposedly good meaning of life. Why people cling to fame and power. Why living an existence where you have to include other people is essential.
Why we can’t be alone. and why when we’re alone we get the dread of lonliness yet we can’t stand the sight of another human being in my life. I just want to disappear, never be found and do my own thing. I don’t care if I live in dirt poor poverty. I live my entire life trying to find the meaning of life, and it’s the only thing I will never get. Isn’t that the greatest irony.
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stop listening to people, they’ll call you insane and carefless… dumb maybe, however that’s when you start to find out what you really want in life, at least I think so, or well that’s what I’m doing right now… ask me a couple of years from now and I’ll let you know if it was worth it or not
I feel the same way as you. It will take sometime for you to be a “Happier” “You” I can”t wait for that day too come. Im so tired of people speaking against me and misjudging my motivives. You cannot be in leadership and not experience it! Alot of the time what people are saying is soooo wrong that it hurts so badly that “I Want To “Shout” “DON”T YOU KNOW MY HEART” People are real a********** Do you have family? well I do I have 7 sisters and 3 Brothers and we all live 10 to 20 mins away and I don”t even see them not even a phone call! The only reason I”m still here is because of my daughter who just turned 17 this month. so……….Some family”s suck!! Do you have many friends? If you do you should be happy. I have noone “But my daughter and my poor dog. I tell him everything and the good part about that is…. He doesen”t judge! Wellit”s not worth thinking about what you want to do. Please let me know how thing are going for ya. Anto815