I write these letters to people who have helped me and or hurt me, just so i can express my feelings and thoughts to them. Obviously i never sent them but i tell them everything that is going on and that “i’m going to kill my self before you read this” but i’m not ready to die just yet. I have a few things that i need to finish before anything like that happens. I would really like to send these letters but i know if i do that i will regret it and not keep my words on dyeing.
I also have a confession to confess. When i was 7 i was raped by my baby sitter. i never told anyone but i needed to finally get that off my chest. And it feels so much better. I have a hard time telling people though. I found some thing that makes me HAPPY: listening to music while drawing!! I need to work on my confidence.
-amethyst.com@gmail.com
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I’m glad that you told us.
Honored.
Would you ever tell anyone in person?