i just need to get my feelings out in the open! i hate my life. like you know, theres the good days, but what a good day worth if it takes 100 bad days to get there? i used to have everything. i had all the friends in the world, i was smart, i did well, i always had fun, i had confidence, now i struggle with all and any work, and am failing everything, i have friends, but no consistent ones, and none like i used to have. but the friends i used to have, have finally forgotten about me, i tried staying in contact, but as i lost contact, i lost friends, and confidence, and its an unstoppable domino effect, and really i could ramble on forever, but in the case that anyone ACTUALLY reads this shit, i wouldnt want to bore you anymore… also, did i mention im getting fat because i ceeb eveything these days, and am too lazy to even go for runs, which i used to do everyy day! my life is falling apart and im pretty sure its all my fault.
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just want u to know that i know what ur going through im a junior at my high school and my life has taken a turn for the shitter, was the person that everyone knew and everyone liked. but i got in a little bit of trouble and all that changed. Everything i had seemed like it dissapeared my family, friends, life… and in the begining i started cutting(havent stopped) bc it made me feel like i was at least in controll of something but it started to get the wrong ppl to notice so i switched to music- guitar actually- and that helped, but besides that nothing had changed, im still just the lonner gay guy at the scool that gets picked on and ridiculed for how he is, so just saying that if u ver want to talk m e-mail is robbie_tuten@yahoo.com and just in case ur woundering im not just some luying guy trying to et stuff from ppl im 16 i go to south florence high in sc and my name is robbie- hope this helped
glad you know what i mean. but ive never cut myself or anything, it doesnt really make sense in my mind, i dont enjoy pain, i cant deal with all the pain i already have, why add more pain to your depressing life? if that were me, cutting myself would just be one more thing id have to hate about my self… i dont have msn, shorrray, but do you have facebook?