I Am Bi Polar & schizophrenic

i am bi polar and also  schizophrenic. I don’t know how long i have been Bi Polar But i have been Schizophrenic  sense i was 4, And now i Am Almost 15. My mom has the same Disorders. But i have had it longer than she has. She got Bi Polar When my Step father Left her. Which was about 5 months ago. And I think she started to get Schizophrenic when she got out of the hospital For people the same shit. I thought it was not as important as it to dying, but i realized it’s the same shit. My mom and I suffer and we work together to get through this.We work harder and harder to stay happier than the way we depress our selves. We work on saving each other and talk when we need to talk.

Then finally we got through all the pain. But we still feel like dying, But not to the point of killing our selves. The thing is we both do not have a consular to talk to so we use each other instead of those people who think they can help. I think it helps more to talk to some one you really know and if it does not help go see one. Because if you are uncomfortable then talk to some one you really know.

We can not get fight having schizophrenia but we can make it better than it is. I have realized dying is the only chose. You have life too! And me and mommy both found that out, and chose life together always and forever.