10-7-10 is todays date…sometimes i wonder why or even how ive lived this long. with all the pain and sorrow i’ve been through; with all the help that has come to me. but yet hasnt even cracked my shell. 20 years of my life time spent in misery but all i can do for now is live day by day with a fake smile on my face. A new home. a new living inviroment. the past is now gone and now i live for the present. with all the stress i deal with the only way to get through life is by using drugs. Drugs that will soon kill me.
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Shit, I am only -HA!! “only”- 29 but I have done enough suffering for several lifetimes. Drugs are my ONLY way to face the day. Cronic, alcohol, ecstasy, mushrooms and various pain killers are what make me happy so………..that is what I do. Fuck I hate life………I can’t wait for it to all be OVER.