Hello,
I am new to this, so I am posting my first thing.
I am a person. My outer appearance is nothing like the words that I type. My exterior is a costume. An act, a show. Yet, I am confused if that person of what the others percieve of me, is what I percieve of myself. I am a fourteen year old teenager. My thoughts wonder. I think I am going insane. I am always analysing the differant views and perspectives of everything. Mostly my situations. I have so much to deal with, but it’s not my problem. It’s other problems of others that surround me. I just get stuck in them. I sit back and watch. Watch my life get created from others. I did not ask for what I’ve been dragged into. I do not wish to live, yet I will not end my life because I don’t want to end it emptied. I created this account so I can express how I truly feel on the inside, and so I can examine how others feel too.
Good Bye.
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What type of music do you listen to?
Mostly stupid guitar/piano love shit.
Similar artists/bands like the fray,the script,howie day, life house, etc.
you sounds alot like mee, its actually freaky! except im 16… ps. i used to love howie day!!
Ah, he is a great artist
Well I’m glad to hear you have no intention of committing suicide, you choose the right path by expressing your feelings through writing, this is how I do it, by writing poems/stories and singing songs, this may not be your area of expertise but you need to live your own life and not let others create your life for you as you said they were. Though still you are very young and have a lot of growing and alot of things to experience, things will happen in your life they will be good and bad and you need to take the bad as they come, think of the bad things as life lessons and obstacles you need to step over and walk away from, never let the negative shoot you down and make you give up.
This world may also be wearing a costume as many people portray it as great and wonderful, but not everything is perfect and nothing exists without flaws, if this world were perfect then life would be truly pointless because its all about balance and learning lessons or else we wont learn anything. But still great to have you here and if there are any problems there are people here to help you out and guide you through. Thanks for posting.
Sapphire x
I know, that is why i do not intend to end my life. Things rapidly change. Thank you for commenting, I am glad there are people here who understand and now how to communicate.