So I just want to say that this poem is written by Hayley Williams, the lead singer of my favorite band, Paramore. She wrote it on my birthday (June 18) in 2005. I DO NOT OWN THIS AND ALL CREDIT GOES TO HAYLEY.
insomniac theatre: a waste of sleepless nights
have i lost you?
surely that wasn’t the last night i’ll fall asleep with you on the phone.
you know i look forward to that, right?
allllll day just waiting to go to sleep with you whispering in my ear.
i know you love me but are we okay?
is there something i did wrong?
i want you to be fine with me
and i want you to feel like you are alive
but i don’t
and i’m scared…
because what would i ever do without you?
just like Lanie, you have gone…
well, now i’m assuming
but you never sleep this hard
i always wake you up somehow
wake up this time, just like always