i saw this and had to post it on here cuz it feels kinda perfect now…

So I just want to say that this poem is written by Hayley Williams, the lead singer of my favorite band, Paramore. She wrote it on my birthday (June 18) in 2005. I DO NOT OWN THIS AND ALL CREDIT GOES TO HAYLEY.

insomniac theatre: a waste of sleepless nights

have i lost you?

surely that wasn’t the last night i’ll fall asleep with you on the phone.

you know i look forward to that, right?

allllll day just waiting to go to sleep with you whispering in my ear.

i know you love me but are we okay?

is there something i did wrong?

i want you to be fine with me

and i want you to feel like you are alive

but i don’t

and i’m scared…

because what would i ever do without you?

just like Lanie, you have gone…

well, now i’m assuming

but you never sleep this hard

never

i always wake you up somehow

wake up this time, just like always

for me.