Why did you leave me
you plucked the last light
that shone life for me
dimmed my last
glimmer of hope
YOu cast me into the deepest of
shadows
the coldest of pits
YOu veiled my days with darkness
and bind my life with gloom
and despair
when you left you took
the very essence of my spirit
with you.
the meaning of my existence
you shattered my dreams and
thrust me into an eternal
nightmare
You placed a curse on me
to walk the earth in torment
to search for that which could not be found anymore
for love that was unreachable
for the one precious thing
that I could not find in another
but only in you.
my days became no more
than the fading memories
of my lost life
of when the sun used to shine
the rays would filter through the trees
in the mornings, and we would listen
to the birds.
when the stars shone at night
how I wished I could pick one
for you.
Of the moments we shared
staring at them, till you fell asleep
when there was warmth in the world
the warmth of your embrace
when you were there for me.
then I had a reason to wake up
to see each day
and wish for the next
now it’s all gone
disappeared beyond the shores
never to return
I’m used to the darkness
the cold and the loneliness
the silence and isolation
I have learned to love despair
and take comfort in pain
I seek the parmanent silence of
death, for this is what I have become
a ghost drifting aimlessly
without reason to exist.
I have no life apart from you
and all I wish is to depart
from this place into the unknown.
perhaps there I will find you.