Im 13 years old,i cut, i take pills, but i never feel happy. i just wish i could end it, but when i get so damn close, i think what would my mom do? my dad, it seems he wouldnt care. the only people i have are my friends, and even then, i don’t tell them nearly as much as i would like to. whenever someone asks “are you ok?” i say”im fine” but inside, im shouting help me! i need out!! i dont know what to do anymore!!!!! i just feel terrible, like i put a burden on everyone, i hate myself and when i look in the mirror i hate what i see back, i think “disgusting, how could you live with yourself, just end it” i might as well seems i have nothing else to live for.
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A lot of kids your age feel the same way, i know i did. And when people told me that things will get better with age i did not believe them and became very self destructive.
I don’t know you and i don’t know how you will turn out but my advice is to focus on taking care of yourself and find an outlet like art or music or science. Try to remain honest to how you feel and to how you communicate with others.
I remember how i felt in grade school it was terrible and I didn’t have the perspective as I do now, i hope it will pass for you.
ok your 13 so there is still a lot to live for
to get your feelings out you should wright them down
and with the self harm when ever you feel like you need to do it you can talk to me i used to do it so i know the feelings
Keeping stuff inside is really hard. You’re only 13, there might not be anything you feel worth living for now, but trust me when I say there will be. Keeping a journal can be a really good way to get your feelings down/out, or try telling your friends, possibly even your mum? Don’t let this eat you up inside.
You are not disgusting, you are a strong individual who is having a rouch time in their life. I don’t know exactely how you feel, but I remember being 13 and alone and I’m here if you need to talk.
I’m 13 too. Your story is like words that come out of my mouth every day. I feel like I wrote that story. My dad wouldn’t give a shit what I did. I am not sure what my mom would do. I don’t really care. People act as if they hate me. They call me fat, ugly, emo, stupid, gothic….you don’t know how bad I want to kill myself when they say that. I feel as if guys don’t want me, I’m not pretty like other girls, and that my life is meaningless….I just want to slit my wrists wide ass open for the whole world to see..
hey im 15 and i’ve been cutting for over a year now. message me carissaporter95@gmail.com