My boyfriend of two years dumped me two days after Christmas, and it was a major “why” to me because he had gotten me the sweetest gift and things were going fine, or at least, to me they were.
But then I find out that he’d been lying to me when he said he loved me, and just couldn’t do it anymore. What am I supposed to make of it, and what am I supposed to do now, is what I’m wondering.
I’ve always struggled with depression. I have seasonal affective disorder in the wintertime, and well… this just made it a dozen times worse.
Now I have no clue what i should do. All I want is for this hurt, this pain to go away… and I’m not sure if I could do that and still be alive.