My boyfriend of two years dumped me two days after Christmas, and it was a major “why” to me because he had gotten me the sweetest gift and things were going fine, or at least, to me they were.
But then I find out that he’d been lying to me when he said he loved me, and just couldn’t do it anymore. What am I supposed to make of it, and what am I supposed to do now, is what I’m wondering.
I’ve always struggled with depression. I have seasonal affective disorder in the wintertime, and well… this just made it a dozen times worse.
Now I have no clue what i should do. All I want is for this hurt, this pain to go away… and I’m not sure if I could do that and still be alive.
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Who knows why he left… maybe he likes animals… he is a dope… your life goes on.. love is like apples… eat one enjoy the taste and when you are done toss it and get another… in your world the most important person is you…
Hello!! I’m the daughter of a crack addict.. i never need anything,but my mom was crazy. Can you imagine that?? i have nobody with me when i wanted support.. i jumped to a train when i was 19..what happend??? i survived and i when to rehabilitacion and my mom still wasn’t with me…2 years later i find a man who adores me and marry me no mather why..now i’m really scared of dead… if you are alive is because you are especial!!
I have suffered from Seasonal Affective Disorder all my adult life – although I only received a full diagnosis from a consultant psychiatrist around 3 years ago. My S.A.D. kicked in about a week ago and I am experiencing high anxiety, extreme paranoia, an almost total loss of confidence and severe depression. I do not think I can cope with another winter feeling the way I do. Today, for the first time in several years, I decided to research again effective and painless methods of suicide and discovered this site for the first time. Did you make it through last winter OK? And if, so – how are you feeling now? I’m really struggling.