I don’t think I am worth keeping around. I only bring pain to everybody around me. I am a terrible man. I feel like I don’t have any control over my life. I am scared of the person I am. I am afraid of facing each new day, and I hope that somehow, someway I will die by the next morning. I don’t have any hope left. I have been through so much suffering and I don’t think my heart can take it anymore. I have tried so hard to fight these feelings inside of me, but I cannot live with myself or what I have done to the people around me.
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Self-forgiveness is important. Talk to the people in your life and find out how important you are to them and how much they love you and forgive you. If you kill yourself, THAT is when they won’t be able to forgive you.
It’s difficult trying to cure your own pains. I am very sorry to hear this. I know life is hard at times. And everyday is a drag to just get up. I’m going to pray that Jesus Christ restores happiness in your life. Everyone makes mistakes, don’t forget that. But ending your life wouldn’t make things better. It’d make it worse. Don’t try taking the “easy” way out. God has a plan for you, but only if you’re living. God blessyou!