Hi, I’m a first time poster, but I wanted to let people know that I am in a constant state where I want to kill myself when I look at how good everyone around me has it socially… All of my friends have girlfriends and I feel like I should too, I’m 20 years old and have never kissed a girl but the strange thing is, is that I’m such a nice person to people. I feel like it’s because I’m short (5’6) and all my friends are tall, they’re just so lucky.
I get so sick of it that every single day I just want to end it to show all these girls that they could have had a nice guy instead of the usual ass holes they date. I just feel like any girl who is ever nice to me has a boyfriend, besides that, most of them refuse to talk to me. I suppose I’m here seeking re-assurance because I want to end my life.