I’m 13 and I have to much on my mind i fee like i am a burden to everyone. i feel like im just a person in everyones way. i am very covinced that everyone would be happier without me here. my friends tell me that im a big part of their life but i still feel like i dont belong. i have never cut before. i have done so much research on suicide but the more i think and get more weight on my shoulders i get more stressed and i start to plan how to kill myself. i just need advice. so far i have decided to stay alive. but it feels like my life is just completely turning black. My dad has just made my life hell and i just wish he would stop making me feel like i should be perfect!