Im 14 and im doing this monologue for my theater class and its about this girl who talks about her life and howshe has tried to kill her self many many times. I picked this story because i relate to it so much. I have tried to kill m self at least 4 times. All those time were with pills. Although i didnt succeed in doing so i was happy because i knew that if i had succeeded then i would have puch my mother and father over the top and they would have shut down. I couldnt do that to my brothers or sister. My brother passed away when i was 7 and we got kicked out of our house so we had to move. I havent told anyone that i tried to kill myself. Or why i picked that monologue. I still do things that im not proud of at all and i dont know what to do. I wonder why im in this world and what is the purpose of my soul being here. So i try to take it away. and one of these days and might just succeed…
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I understand.. I DO understand.. I want to help.. Not the kind of help that superficial people say because they feel sorry but they don’t really understand.. I do.. So many times I’ve also tried to end my life.. I’m 16.. I’ve also always wondered the reason for my existence.. If you need someone to talk to, you can always come to me.. I can’t really offer much of anything except listening.. I’ll try to help if I can.. So here’s my email: NarugamiRai@gmail.com .. I hope you the best of whatever you plan
im 14, ive tried to kill myself at least 5 times in the last year, and many other times before. i get it, i know how you feel, im not just saying that to make you feel better…but you arent alone and suicide is not an answer…all its brings is more pain to more people, idk u but i care and i dont wanna see you dead, so please, if u want to, talk to me….im here to help you out