I just don’t know what to do anymore. All of the relationships I’ve been in have failed. Almost every guy that I’ve dated has cheated on me. I don’t have any friends. Well I have one very close friend but every time I need help with something she doesn’t even say anything. I’ve been drinking every night for the past 2 weeks. Not planning on stopping either. Which scares me. I kind of feel like I need it though. Its the only thing that makes me even a little happy. My first real love, the person I first did anything with and that I still love so much is getting married. He also has a kid on the way.. I can’t stop thinking about him at all. He even appears in my dreams. I really just miss being happy.
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I’m sorry ur in pain I can relate to the relationship thing but I’m so sorry ur alone if u want help u can email me at nklecker@lpsk12.com
dont we all? we all flock to here because of our life. we wish to be happy again but just can’t find a way or a reason to. i guess what im tryna say is that pick your guys wisely the next time–that doesnt mean to run a background check on him-well, only if you get a bad vibe from him, by all means, go ahead. anyway, just wanna point something out: first loves never work out. thats all there is to it. he’s JUST a guy.
If you take care of yourself and stay healthy, you can find someone else. You found love once and that means that it can happen again.