To breathe.

Sometimes when you’re very smart, you’ll often able to see and notice the Truths, where most other normal people not able to see/notice.
And this might understandably make you feel very lonely often. In fact, it’s what has always been to the so-called “higher than average” intelligent or gifted individuals. Many studies have shown this to be true.

It could sometimes really act as a ‘curse’, isn’t it?..I know too well..and hence it might make you so alone, nobody able to understand you, that you just want to end it all by yourself.

But at the same time,.you could always *choose* to think differently, ie: that since you have this ‘innate talent/potentials’ in you,.and that since you’ll eventually die anyway, sooner or later, then you could at least *choose* to be strong and LEAVE your permanent footprints (whatever it is that you CREATE in Real world) to be remembered, studied, and passed down to humanity even long after you’re gone.

To TRY to live your BEST, and eventually die with a BANG,
or to just bury all your potentials, give up, and die in a corner,
the choice is yours.. just pls choose wisely.