General To breathe. by Fireinthehand 12/22/2010 written by Fireinthehand 12/22/2010 I’m a very handsome guy and i’m very smart for my age. People think i’m an alien. Last week the desire to die came back. This morning, at 5.56 a.m, i wanted to shot in my mouth. I don’t like long speech, sorry. Anxiety 2 comments 0 Email Related posts Protected: Why i cant be your friend… 10/23/2021 Choose to live? 10/23/2021 Reasons to Live 10/22/2021 This photo perfectly summarizes how I feel 10/22/2021 Written on a cracked screen so sorry forspelling…. 10/22/2021 10/22/2021 How to make my own painkiller? 10/22/2021 friends and problems 10/22/2021 avoiding awakeness 10/22/2021 me 10/22/2021 2 comments niki 12/22/2010 - 4:33 pm Sometimes when you’re very smart, you’ll often able to see and notice the Truths, where most other normal people not able to see/notice. And this might understandably make you feel very lonely often. In fact, it’s what has always been to the so-called “higher than average” intelligent or gifted individuals. Many studies have shown this to be true. It could sometimes really act as a ‘curse’, isn’t it?..I know too well..and hence it might make you so alone, nobody able to understand you, that you just want to end it all by yourself. But at the same time,.you could always *choose* to think differently, ie: that since you have this ‘innate talent/potentials’ in you,.and that since you’ll eventually die anyway, sooner or later, then you could at least *choose* to be strong and LEAVE your permanent footprints (whatever it is that you CREATE in Real world) to be remembered, studied, and passed down to humanity even long after you’re gone. To TRY to live your BEST, and eventually die with a BANG, or to just bury all your potentials, give up, and die in a corner, the choice is yours.. just pls choose wisely. Log in to Reply Noodle12 12/23/2010 - 2:00 pm Also don’t shoot yourself in the mouth, go from the side of the head to make sure the brain has been terminated. The mouth could just pass through the back of the head and would cause intense pain. Alternatively (and this works better with a .22 caliber rimfire), shooting through the eye will terminate the brain and with a .22 it will ricochet inside the skull, causing plenty of damage and immediate death. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.